i am

just get a new connection last week, @ 1st i had a problem to make it connect to my ichi & internet, even then i tried to turn off the firewall but still couldn’t work. then when finally i made it, i forgot to turn on back the firewall which then (somehow i think) caused the installation of an annoying thing called ‘virus response lab 2009′.

it kept showing the warning (plus a virus scanning) that my ichi’s infected by swarm of viruses & i need to purchase this annoying thing to clean it up & i couldn’t do anything to remove it, i tried to remove program … done, but after i restart the windows the program (even already not appear in start menu) was still running.

then i tried to delete it from the safe mode, done. but then there was still a warning pop up, well at least this time only a small blinking icon @ the taskbar w/ a (quite big) tooltip.

i gave up already, then this morning it just crossed my mind : system restore! *gosh* why i didn’t think of it b4 - never used it @ least to this ichi, but i know it’s there - so, i run it & *bang* that thing is gone

*phew* i realize now, the system restore’s useful. it is.

and off course, be careful with the www out there.

yesterday i want to use my pillow - which is never used for almost a month - so i hit it - using whatever it’s name - to clean up the pillow, to remove the dust.

i hit it quite hard & long, and i said to the pillow “sorry, i don’t mean to torture u, i just want to clean u, it’s also for your goodness”

then just right after i said that, a thought crossed my mind “maybe it’s the same thing when God want to do something for my goodness”

… just a thought that crossed my mind.

(more than) 3 months already since there was a new life inside my wife’s womb, so excited about it, but at the same time, having a hard time because of it

3 days already since i got the fever, then nnow turns out that it’s a chicken pox, & i need to take a rest for 3 weeks, & because of that, i need to isolate myself from my wife …

and (less than) 3 more hours to lunch time ^^ get hungry easily lately, i’m not sure wheter it’s because of the illness …

yayy! new place! ready 4 my new chapter ^^ can’t wait to fill up w/ cool things … wait 4 the money 1st off course :p

please feel free to come & visit ^^

yeap, that’s all, nuff said .. for this time

*phew* finally, got my own computer, ichi, the connection not yet fixed but i hope soon

really, after long time w/o my own computer, now it’s like a kid w/ a new toy … well, it IS a kid w/ a new toy :p hard 2 get off of it fufufu

now i wont be idle anymore when i back home, have lots things to do w/ ichi fufufu i can even bring works home … eee? what? no way! not that one! :p
try to keep online from now on, though i’m not sure if i can surf around the forum again

so, here i come

*phew* finally i made it here, out from my homeland, cross the sea fufufu well i’m not the only one, not even the first, lots of friends did it b4 me, but still i’m proud & happy, and i’d like to thank God for all His blessing to me, my parents, my … hold on, i’m here not for  that, this is no academy award or something

honestly this country is not my place of dream (but i’ve been in love w/ this place since the 1st time i came) but this is a great progress for me, one step closer to my place of dream, japan ^^

it’s my 5th night,  and this is my home now, i don’t know for how long i will be here, but i know it’s just the beginning, there’re still many things to be done

goodnight singapore!

When you’re standing on the edge
You don’t look down
Till you’re ready and willing to fly
Now I’m one step closer
With my arms open wide
I’m one step closer
And I’m willing to try
I’m one step closer
I’m one step closer

(taken from One Step Closer — Bon Jovi)

it’s been a while since my last post *phew* got busy days lately fufufu … and yeap, leavin’, that’s one of the reasons of my busy days. leavin’ my current office, leavin’ jakarta - my main home for the last 4 years - and too bad i don’t have enough time to round jakarta for the last time b4 i leave …

here in jkt i’ve witnessed some changes, from the starting of busway, the extinction of bale air, the birth of blitz, the early phase of monorail construction, to the growth of cangkir, gch extension (and also it’s fluctuation)

i’m not sure if i will come back, at least stop by, to jkt again … well i think i will, since i have lots of friends here (or should i say ‘had’? since some of them already leave jkt too)

fufufu i guess i will miss ‘em, miss the jkt with all of its uniquenesses … well, still i’m leaving …

selamat malam jakarta!

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I got some good friends here, I mighta broke a heart or two,
It’s gettin loud over there, the boys musta hada few
There’s a cop on the corner he knows everybodies name,
There’s some kid with a dream singin boys to spare loose change,

Let the world keep spinning round and round,
This is where it all goes down (down down)
That’s why I, Love this town,
That’s Why I keep comin’ round,
Say hey (say hey) say yeah (say yeah)
You make me feel at home somehow, right now,
Thats why I, Love this town

(taken from I Love This Town — Bon Jovi)

fufufu maybe i put the wrong title here, it’s not about my repentance, it’s more about the ‘pra-paskah’ (whatever it’s called in english :p) periode & the commitment
this year, i really didn’t realize that 2day is the beginning, till afternoon, & that’s when i was kindda panic coz i hadn’t ready 4 it, but still … ready or not, it’s coming fufufu
still, i hope i can make it, better than last year, much better ^^

*phew* these days r sure busy days, i didn’t mean works only, but all the activities, all the things 2 do … make me think, make me wonder … what will happen if there’re 8 days in a week … off course that 8th day’s in the weekend days ^^;

will i have time 2 relax, will i have time 2 spoil myself, will i have time 2 finish all the things i need 2 do … will i have time … or will it be just the same, me still complaining about don’t have nuff time

fufufu … but still i wish that there was the 8th day

xXx … that’s my number this year, but then again, it’s just a number, doesn’t really matter :p it’s just … hey! it’s a cool number ^^